today was/is the hottest day of the year. not too bad. august is usually the hottest month where there is easily 38C, or more, outside. but not this year. the winter was mild and even this summer was quite alright. i thrive in low 20s but in general the day does not bother me. it is the night when the air stands still and you are unable to cool yourself, no matter what. so i am glad that is not the case this year. i love "global warming" or "climate change", as they call it nowadays.
this is why these "right" winger and traditionalists and "based" people are no different than the crazy leftists. its just different flavour
My plan was to hit 90kg but now i think it might need to get closer to 80kg than 90kg in order to actually look fit. Which also makes me wonder how all the muscle i have built for the past 25 years will look like. I think it won't amount to much. Which then leads me to thinking that all those YEARS of lifting weight at the gym since I was 15 were a collosal waste of time.
I have completed my 5th week of running 10km every work day, 250km so far. I started at 97.5kg and today, AFTER run(dehydrated, also it was hottest day of the year), i was below 90kg. Visually i see changed bu nothing significant. Which makes me wonder how most people are overweight even if they do not perceive it that way. IIRC I was 77kg in elementary school and was probably 90kg or more for past 15-20 years. Which makes me think I got used to being overweight but though of it as normal.
Revaluation of gold by treasury is now a certainty. Not sure why trump slapped tariffs on gold bars though. Maybe he expects world to move gold to USA for higher price and get hid cut? But we know Dubai, Shanghai, Moscow and maybe si galore are soon opening stock exchanges to trade physical gold so that is one thing not adding up. USA could suck gold out this way but at the cost of insane usd devaluation.
I invested in new shoes as ones I got in December turned out to be too small. Got puma magmax for 152e and Adidas boston 13 for 124e. Will buy Adidas switch fwd 2 again on sale in winter in proper size this time. Some running clothes and utilities about 100e. Not as expensive since these things will last.
Because you still have hope that this war will end with your honor intact. Stand in the ashes of a trillion dead souls, and ask the ghosts if honor matters. The silence is your answer.