Found a video that brought me some clarity. Living according to how reality is, and not how you want it to be takes a great deal of energy.
https://youtu.be/9W6wvHSMmzY?si=InvECcgf51MhpFMF
A club for red-pilled exiles.
Here is a link without tracking tokens:
https://youtu.be/9W6wvHSMmzY
Zap this bot to keep it alive :)