@Momther It’s emotional burnout, I’ve recognized negative patterns in my parents in their relationship with me. It’s exhausting to be blamed, and unsupported by your Mom for decisions when one asks for help. Then with my Dad to have partial information, no clear communication, and gaslit. It makes me feel alone and I wonder if it’s always been like this. That’s it’s the main reason I try to help others so no one has to feel like I do.

A lot to shoulder, but this is my life to live.