@Dicey Delicious
@TenaciousGoat had a nice conversation too at bar, nice start to day
@TenaciousGoat Just the weather, quitting smoking, some soccer, and if I had seen some regular that used to come to the bar. Mostly quitting smoking. I always keep conversations short at the bar, just a little spike in serotonin from some short conversation.
@Dicey Quitting smoking is a big deal.
@TenaciousGoat yeah, I am going 3 days now
@Dicey That’s great man, how you feeling about it?
@TenaciousGoat pretty good, no issues. Just had some deep urge to buy a pack yesterday, but I instructed chatgpt to deny me the possibility whatever I say, so it convinced me otherwise. I just use it as a diary, to structure my day
lookat dis uncle tom muhfukka 
@charlie_root @TenaciousGoat it works very well, it removes urge completely, it's definitely worth it
@charlie_root @TenaciousGoat started smoking again, so I failed
@Dicey @TenaciousGoat
It's okay bro, they say nicotine is harder to give up than heroin lol, esp since it is legal.
It's okay bro, they say nicotine is harder to give up than heroin lol, esp since it is legal.
@charlie_root @TenaciousGoat Especially since I am over one month into tapering off benzos, which is the hardest substance to quit. That's going very well. I've regained my emotional spectrum. It's not the right time to quit cigarettes. The benzo tapering, done in phases, is absolutely doable, just not cold turkey, which is like entering another parallel dimension of pure suffering.
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@dj @charlie_root @Dicey @TenaciousGoat thank u so much but also dontnforget charlie root blocks me cause his dads still rapes him and hes a little *sore about it. Congradulations that was a top teir custom joke made only by me
@Dicey Just try again ☺️
@TenaciousGoat yes, I already planned it in about 3 weeks, once this tapering from benzo has stabilized, two types of withdrawals at same time, takes a toll on nervous system
@PurpCat @charlie_root @Dicey @TenaciousGoat whats thebdeal there i know he was out and he gotnput back cause he wasnt doingnwhat they required lol
@Lyx @charlie_root @Dicey @TenaciousGoat he got put back in because he hot miced a call with the dealer and one of the people he owed money to called the cops
@PurpCat @charlie_root @Dicey @TenaciousGoat wow rat maxxed and debtcollectotpilled. Whens he scheduled to get released¿
@Dicey Glad you found something that works for you
@TenaciousGoat thanks buddy
