Do you ever feel like life is dragging you in one direction against your will while you're trying to go another direction 😏 I feel it like that thing on Donnie Darko where there's this drive or force of destiny pulling me in the direction I wanna go, where I know I belong, meanwhile life and people around me are pulling me in a completely different direction into shit I'm not emotionally invested in and frankly don't give a shit about which leaves me feeling frustrated like I'm spinning my tires trying to break free from the wants of ignoramus normietard sheople. I felt it a lot when I was at the UGM and all I wanted to do was leave, go get a job and get married to my woman and live out the rest of my life, while the UGM kept trying to hold me back and drag me through their piece of hell. How I feel a lot of the time these last couple years. Like I'm always perpetually in the last place I wanna be. I think that thing portrayed in the movie is real, although I can't see it, I can for sure feel it. Anyone else know what I'm talking about? Or is this just some more shit tied to my hyper awareness