after finishing the expanse, i cannot stop thinking about when Alex died, how it completely destroyed the mood/atmosphere on roci. it was just not the same. bobby was a good addition, to amos especially, i wish she would join the crew permanently. peaches was..strange, but workable. still, without alex, it just became empty/sad/melancholic. and the end scene where roci just flies into space, ..dunno, it felt anything but hopeful.

best i could describe my feeling is that i would totally join the original roci crew but not after alex was gone. it just was not the same, which is very strange how removing one cog from the machine can completely change the dynamic into something almost unrecognizable.