when i was younger, i would daydream of running away, and sometimes i did but, the thought of abandoning my mother kept me around.

when i want to tell a boss to fuck himself, to break the living shit out of a coworker, i stop to think, how would my action affect her.

for so long have i biting the bullet, simply because i did not wanted my action to affect her. but i feel like there's a lot of people with high self-esteem, that should not have high self-esteem.