That's clearly what he's doing IMO, there's no other reason to ragebait this hard about the Charlie Kirk Assassination this far out past September 10th. He realizes his career is over, his future is basically a slow decline into irrelevancy as the son he abandoned grows up into a malformed right wing homonculus of himself. He has absolutely failed in every metric as a human being, and because his Athiest beliefs and substance induced laziness prevent any concept of salvation from forming in his mind, he thinks that the only way he can turn things around, the only way he can salvage his reputation is by being martyred for libtardism.
He saw what a bullet did to Charlie, and he wants that for himself.
RT: https://poa.st/objects/d24d5817-02f4-4e4f-a7bc-6cb65f11c3cc