@Nudhul she was an ol' fashioned gal, and she'll be missed.
Just remember that there are plenty of fish in the sea, and you'll find a new dishwasher, just get out there and be yourself.
@Nudhul that's probably wise, but don't close your heart to the possibility of a new dishwasher if one happens to enter your life. You're still young, and you don't need to wash your dishes alone forever.