There is a meme claiming
Low & High Intelligent people tend to believe the same things
But Average intelligent people tend to believe something that contradicts them
Sometimes it seems like my first opinion on an issue started at lpw intelligence then changed to a contradicting middle intelligence opinion then after further thought and research becomes that of high intelligence which was my initial belief at my low intelligence stage
Sometimes I go straight from low to high skipping middle
There might be times where I have a low intelligence opinion and I am told a middle intelligence opinion but doubt the official mid intelligence opinion for years only to one day understand the high intelligence opinion which was the same as the low intelligence opinion after years of thought, research or life exoerience
At other times I may have been fooled and sincerely believe the mid intelligence deception fod years only to realize I was wrong later
It's the gaslighting. It's really hard to escape the programming if you're not autist, you're horny all the time and you don't have (or don't believe) the right men who tell you the truth in your life.