@dander "I know that I am intelligent, because I know nothing"
- Socrates
I understand how you feel. I feel the same. It is like winding out a gear in a manual transmission car and trying to shift up to the next gear, but you can't clutch out. So you are stuck in the gear you are in but you are trying to increase speed; to keep up (mentally). But you are limited by your capacity for thought. Having high IQ, pattern recognition, good memory are so vital to grasp complex ideas and solutions