My new job difficulty has plateaued, I have been doing standard parcel routes since last week. Today I actually felt bored. Delivering the packages to 182 stops, starting at 10:20 to 7:30 pm. and I’m bored. I didn’t eat anything except breakfast and I just powered through the entire route. My own strength is surprising me, my mental fortitude is strong.
I see relationships as power dynamics. Love is a word used for manipulation to have you use your energy and time on her instead of building.
Practice doing math problems in your head when you can do so without crashing or having other safety problems and when you do not look like a schizophrenic talking to yourself
You will either find the math makes it more boring so that when you stop doing the math the job becomes interesting again. Or you will find doing the math makes the job more interesting
