There's no point in celebrating holidays or birthdays anymore 
at least not for me. I do still love Halloween though. Maybe Halloween will still have the same old atmosphere it used to have out this way since it's majority White. But no, there's no reason for me to celebrate anything. It's been that way for years and even the last 10 years if there was a Christmas or Thanksgiving that was actually celebrated it always seemed forced like something obligatory to hurry up and get out of the way. Holidays and shit are for intact stable families with kids running around and shit. There's none of that going on anymore in my world, and don't see it happening again. Maybe I'll invent my own holiday like festivus and celebrate it with my own custom aesthetic and rituals. Gotta fill the massive vacuum with a bunch of things
@RichardKuklinskisIcyGlare I highly recommend creating cultural holidays. Bring the magic back into your life. The author of "Contemplations: A Different Path to the Sacred" talks about the importance of having things that are sacred in your life.
@RichardKuklinskisIcyGlare@nicecrew.digital
because I have none of that or even a conceivable reason to get out of bed in the morning. I'll just invent my own culture, own religion, own customs and become my own country. Maybe others will gravitate towards it when they see how cool it is
I've always been that type. I'm always already pointing my body the other direction signifying that I'm getting ready to keep walking 2 seconds into someone talking to me. Like if I'm walking past someone and they start talking to me, I'll just turn my head towards them while my body is still in walking away mode, say some kinda generic response to them and then start walking again until they say something else, then I 
and go "uh huh? Cool" and keep walking lol I don't give hardly anyone the time of day anymore with smol talk engagements. Sometimes I'll just say fuck off
