i've just learned that a local guy that was making youtube cigar reviews off'd himself three weeks ago at the age of 45. a day before he was hanging out with the cigar folks like usual. didn't knew him, didn't watched him actively, just new of him because he was "prominent" in local cigar circles being the main reviewer. but it's always strange when someone is just gone like that.
@Justicar This remind me this video where it is hard to spot who is suicidal
Norwich mental health advert | MUST WATCH
https://youtu.be/B_AFB7TD7kI
actually it might have not been a suicide. the cause has not been made public. he might as well just dies of heart attack. but i think suicide is more likely, just a feeling.