I realized that when things go too well for me and I'm too happy for too long that I self sabotage in order to bring my life back down to a comfortable level of ... meh.
@Tfmonkey What sort of self- sabotage you talking about? Any examples? And do you have an idea why you do it?
@Pain66 Just little things like being lazy and not being enthusiastic about life in general. I create problems I have to solve unnecessarily.
It's like my hedonic scales need to reset my pain/pleasure balance.
I'm not breaking bad or anything.
A club for red-pilled exiles.
@Pain66 Just little things like being lazy and not being enthusiastic about life in general. I create problems I have to solve unnecessarily.
It's like my hedonic scales need to reset my pain/pleasure balance.
I'm not breaking bad or anything.