I just watched this really good video about Nietzsche vs Dostoevsky and liked how the commentator combines and contrasts the philosophers, and I see a lot of myself in that. I lean (a lot) more towards Nietzsche, but Dostoevsky does have good points about how Nietzsche's philosophy can be used to justify atrocious acts, but that's nature for you I guess.
Remember Marcus from Groundwork for the Metaphysics of MGTOW? @Zwei recommended a channel called
John Vervaeke that has a series of videos called "Awakening from the Meaning Crisis" that gave me some strong Marcus-vibes, and I want to recommend it.
I'm not through the whole series. Only about the first 10 out of 40+ but I've been impressed so far, and since I talk a lot about meaning and purpose, it has been worth my time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54l8_ewcOlY&list=PLND1JCRq8Vuh3f0P5qjrSdb5eC1ZfZwWJ
Found a good all-inclusive video about living in a van.
Living in a Car To Save Money - How I Did It & Complete Guide
https://youtu.be/g4i1FpcGzvU
I watched this video on "flow state" that YouTube recommended out of nowhere and it clicked with me. It even goes into the connection between "flow" (wu wei) and purpose and freedom. definitely worth your time.