they say that the life of an excess man worse part is, been womanless, i have to disagree, the WORST part is, the RESPONSABILITY life gives you, and they are not even yours, life just throws it on your lap and tells you to deal with it, and the moment you start saying " am not doing it, this is not my problem, " life will start gaslighting your, telling you that it gave you what you always wanted, what you always desired, A TOTAL FUCKING LIE, and then hits you with " i don't owe you shit. "