change of topic and world events, how if your relationship with woman going?

am friendly but after i was accused of sexual harassment, i stop been flirty, walk away from them and finally there are a few who i just said hi and a comment in conversation and bereded me, so they are dead to me, i ignore their very existence.

i wish to start a family in the future but, i don't want a relationship with a woman that way, fuck dating, the last few times i had sex, i end up paranoid of pregnancy.