I had sex two times already, but its always foreign to me, weird in a way, maybe am unfamiliar with the act, you can say am a mental eunuch, maybe i have been with part a long time, since i was what? elementary maybe?

my first every blowjob i got it what? in college maybe? and after those ten years later, meanwhile when i do the act, i get obsessed that i got her pregnant, so you can't say i made them bad memories? in a way.