When you realise that:
Mainstream journalists are stenographers for the state,
Drug companies only profit from perpetual illness,
'Defence' companies only profit from perpetual war,
Social media companies curate and control opinions,
The education system instils conformity and obedience,
Questioning science is illegal,
Healthcare is funded by eugenicists,
Your 'authorities' claim ownership of your body,
So-called 'loving', 'peaceful' religions rationalise the mass-murder of their competitors' children,
They 'protect' your freedom and privacy by the removing freedom and privacy,
The financial system needs you in debt,
Legal action outcomes are based on size of bank account,
Law enforcement are corporate, domestic attack dogs,
Defence forces are corporate, international attack dogs,
And government, (bankrolled by the wealthiest psychopaths in the world),
not only makes sure the above continues, but extorts money from YOU to fund it all...
The option of 'going back' ceases to be an option.