@nomebullyyou

You are thinking of some subgroups of Roman Catholicism or perhaps Roman Catholicism in general

Christianity does not endorse suffering as something to do to get rewards or to get out of punishment or something that is morally admirable to choose to inflict on oneself

Christianity admires people who are willing to do what is morally right even if doing what is morally right results in suffering fof the person who does what is morally right

At least how I understand it