I think Candace is in the same place I am -- finally realizing that you have to entertain even the most ridiculous, wildest theories about what's really going on, going back centuries, at the deepest levels, from history to "science." All claims & everything taught in school. Everything in reality. Everything you thought you already had the answers on & had already investigated.
And you are at risk of real, permanent harm if you don't start doing the same for yourself.
