Just in case it isn't obvious through all of the hyperbole in your ridicule, no, i do not lust after black cock, though having to deal with every partner in my twenties cheating on me with fucking west african monkeys was pretty ridiculous and made normal life unmanageable, if i had known how bad it was, i wouldn't have kept trying to find "good" women, hell i would have taken a white girl who slept with other white dudes at that point. Wasted a lot of time thinking "It's not every white girl"
@PordanJeterson maybe your dick is small or maybe she was always a whore, or maybe you where too much of a simp and never respected you bc of that. When you date a woman it is important that you judge her based on her friends and family and body count
@PordanJeterson Hard to tell. Some women are weird they will train on big dildos like bad dragon. wine bottles, fists or even traffic cones and will not be satisfied by normal D.
At least what I saw sometimes on the internet.
Next thing can be if she want to be more abused like slaps, choking or more.
Some are just for the streets even when you will do your best. So I would not worry too much.