i remember countless time where i ask God to just give me that, the only thing i wanted was her, or if i could not have her then, give me something close to her...
nothing, other man had her and her clones, i remember a dream i had confirming that believes that, god really did not care, she was been passed by every guy out there, and God was simply laughing at me.
i remember waking up punching the bed and cying...
part 2.
I'm sorry you had to go thrugh that @RodrickSage but let me give you some tough love.
1. You're not an incel. Being an incel is impossible as every woman has a price.
2. Try to find some hobbies/meaning in life outside of women.
I know heartbreak hurts but you can't define yourself by how women perceive you. Because they DAMN sure don't do it the other way around.
If push comes to shove just buy a girl or geomaxx to an asian country.
Hope your situation gets better man
