press the red button and 10-year-old me wakes up knowing: ok, so your dad'd gonna be dead soon and then the only person in the house who hits you will be your brother but he'll mostly stop doing that in a few years. you have autism and you can't trust anyone, especially not your mother, and not any other females of any age. you cannot trust one single adult, most especially not teachers and shrinks. guys are alright but they want to use you as a cum rag which will have an astonishing number of bad effects, and zero good ones, later in life so glue your knees together missy. also, and seriously, do not do any drugs or drink one single drink of alcohol because you have no resistance to it. this also has a million bad effects and zero good ones later in life. the most important thing you could possibly do is find a good man, marry him, and have some kids.
I don't think I could have survived my childhood and teenage years without drugs and alcohol long enough to reach marrying age. I would still have been a stone cold weirdo and guys who didn't do drugs were emphatically not into weird chicks in the 80s. I think I'll take the $2 million.
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