@Scubbie - ➡️ I was with a guy who was sober, and has turned out to be a best friend. (If ever there was a doubt, this night proved it.)
I definitely needed a sober babysitter to keep me from getting arrested, or jumping off any bridges. The night started giddy & fun - like alice in wonderland shit. Then it took a brutal turn. But I made a lot of progress toward peace by the end of it - very therapeutic.
@Scubbie - I recommend a natural setting... 🤔 Camping would be ideal. Artificial lights and human interaction with strangers and various passersby, is a recipe for disaster.
If you have anyone who can be a babysitter - keep you out of trouble, and talk you through any crazy emotional/PTSD shit that might crop up.. I would recommend that too. You may owe them a huge favor afterward. 😅
But I say: fuck it. Go for it. Take at least a big cap (I took 2.5 at 41yo - wasn't gonna miss that train). 😎👍🍻