@basedbagel The biggest Red Pill I ever got was understanding that MOST of the people who I thought meant the world to me; I did not mean Anything to them. I was totally unmemorable to them. As a man, you are useless, unless you are providing value to someone else and once that flow of resources ends, so does your existence, to them.
I think the reason it's sad is because you were fed lies.
Maybe I'm weird but I found it inspiring.
I always thought something was wrong with me but it just turns out I wasn't useful to anyone.
I like that if I get serious I can turn my life around.