i envy does who could pull self-deletion. at this point, i deserve the hell fire, for even having hope things would get better.

i can't handle regular life, it's not for me, everyday i pray, for a world ending event or something.

still remember the pandemic fondly, i remember when Maria pass over Puerto Rico and it crippled the island to no end.

i felt like a hunter, when i went looking for food and water, wherever i could find it. going out and get the food of the day cuz, no fridge.