@VeganMGTOW idk, i want something new, somewhere new. i want something to happen. i want to start my adventure.
if my mother ever died, i was planning on moving to Spain, forget about the US, sorry for my American brothers but, if your government don't want to kill you, your neighbor will.
and the drama about the president of the Madrid team in the FIFA kissing and carrying a player is causing so much drama, let Europe die bro.
am might just go to Asia, their birthrates are in the dirt, and the woman might be better, and let's be honest Asian needs a change.
like the work culture in Japan gave way NTR.
@Pain66 it just came to me, the taino did no just die cuz of plague and murderer, their own woman were been hypergams, they saw the European as " alpha "
i need to get it out of my chest, the older i get, the more racist i become, the idea of fucking a black woman disgust me, the possibility of having a child with a black woman, its nightmare fuel for me.
i want my kids white, LIKE ME, not mongrels, maybe i share that with the English, maybe my Spanish ancestors are ashamed of me.
but i don't care.
more evidence of we should reset out mindset to gods does not exist.
it's the elderly and how they simply give up cuz, they think God will get them out of their hole, they themselves dig.
how people who are broke, broke, instead of finding a way to get out of their financial ruin, " god will provide " and stay in their misery.
@MrpoopyButhole and that's the punchline, God taking credit for shit WE do.
i find myself in a position where, i have to remind myself, that God is not real.
I do believe, you can't go too deep into the occult without believe but, in my past experiences, when i was horrible situations, and i prayed and begged him to get me out, he did not responde.
i had to crawl myself out of does hells, and that where i made my decision, is better not to believe, that way i force myself to act.
and i know this is not something new but, one thing is been told, another is feeling it.
@Tfmonkey the ego is reality, the superego is what you should do, and the IT is what you want.
there is achievement in harmony.
@Stahesh its not her kids, its affecting her, while male children can no longer provide, they will cast them out, willingly.
if they have daughter, they will let the new man fuck them and her.
i feel like, if there is a doomsday even, the surviving people will turn the hololive girls into myths and legends.
i can imagen it now, " give kroni, kroni" , " Calli comes to us all ", have IRyS my good man ", " Mother Fauna will provide ", " may you find good Gura in the open sea, and not evil Gura ".
@Stahesh from 2020 - 2022 i doubled down on not getting it, blew my entire savings on does years for it.
in the end the private sector DEMANDED IT, people are still getting fired for lying about their statues.
all that shit, and now i have to file for bankruptcy, and i think that will not even help me, i might have to move to Europe to escape this shit.
fuck America.
struggle, endure and contend for that alone are the sword of one who defied death.