@Stahesh I sympathise. It couldn't be that you're trying to make a better life than they lived and the world is a very different place now than it was for them.
No, you're just not doing it "right" meaning how they lived. Solipsistic thinking from a female; I am not surprised or angry.
@basedbagel @DoubleD @Stahesh
“The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents... some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age.”
― H.P. Lovecraft