@Stahesh @Lorgar @RoninGrey @Mr_Mister @Tfmonkey In my experience the wife gave birth to the first child,she shifted all her love and affection to the child.I respected that but didn't realize I was being pushed aside not being aware,I just feel into old patterns to numb my self like drinking more,video games and beating my dick like it owed me money.I could have used my daughter to make her jealous.I was working two jobs and fixing cars and houses not shit testing a game I thought was secure