i have been an incel all my life, never bothered me, the infinite rejection did not bother either.
until the woman i have desired since i can remember, i wanted that woman for so long, she molded my sexuality, my fetishes, my likes, even the porn i wash, she it the root.
until she rejected me, it was as if, all the rejection came crashing down in one moment in time, to the point, i had a midlife crisis before even reaching 30, i felt like a failure and still do.
part 1.
it's like @Tfmonkey said, the night of broken glass is so close, you can taste it.
i have been in thinking about evolution, how we might be in a evolutionary stage, but i think people are mistaking the mental with the physical.
i keep seen woman wanting taller men, to make men taller, but studies have shown, height can only screw your bones in the long run.
No, our evolution is a spiritual one, an evolution of consciousness, but does going under the evolutionary phase, are the ones not chosen, maybe it was by design, either a mortal design or a godly one.
i recently got my blood work done, and saw my lipid levels were high, so i got researching ways to lower it, and that when i found, lean meats.
all my life i thought i was eating good cuz i mostly ate meat but, i found out, i was eating fatty meat, you know, i did not know how bad pork was.
the moment i started eating lean meats, i felt better but, the moment i eat pork, my chest feels all tight and i get floated fast.
i think i my body is getting used to the lean meats.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! FUCKING WEATHER MANIPULATION!!!!
when your mind is expanded, your database has organized all the files, and it has connected them all to create reach more understanding.
that's why people with expanded minds, can reach conclusions faster cuz, the moment they see it, their mind presents references and similar files related to the current situation.
it's like copy pasting the flowchart on a program, you simply replace the key words to start the program.
the " third eye " is simply your mind, think of the mind as a database, and you keep updating it with new files " knowledge ", you have to give it time " meditation " to analyze and organize the files.
if your data base sees that it needs more storage, your mind expands, that's why you can't force people to understand, their mind need time to process it, that why some people can't take it.
it's like God, why would you want to try, to understand something, you know your mind can't understand.
@Tfmonkey Instead of reading the Kybalion, read the Hermetica, it almost the same thing, but explains it better.
your right, people believe more the " magic " aspect of the occult, i told someone a while back " the occult is 80% bullshit and 20% wisdom. ".
you mention yesterday on why people can't understand the concept of " rotations " in the stocks, you found a path, for extra wealth, but the regular joe, can't see the path, you can't show them, they have to find it to understand.
@Tfmonkey and world.
So i just saw that, the Biden-Harris administration is proposing a rule to cut credit card late fee from $31 to $8.
your thoughts?
so am into the republic of plato, and am just here, in the middle of few old men, having a conversation, and am like, WHAT?
why most we go into deep thought, into pointless topics? should an honest man be treated like shit, should a dishonest man be treated good?
i know there has to be a deeper meaning to it but, why?
@Tfmonkey Teabag gang, think about it " Celestina's bath water " tea, sell that green tea lol.
Normies always late to the party @Tfmonkey
Was watching Undead Cronic talking to some 304 about how virgins make better spouses, and here in my head, spinning a tale...
Let's go back to the Garden of Eden, both Adam and Eve are virgins, now the snake a.k.a Lucifer comes, and fucks the shit out of Eve, Eve still hot from the experience and the snakes seed dripping out of her, possibly inseminated, fucks Adam.
It will never be the same as with the Snake, now Eve will always compare Adam with the Snake, and how can Adam compete?
struggle, endure and contend for that alone are the sword of one who defied death.