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Toxic feminity. Anyone?

"My GF’s family is nice to me and I hate myself for it

My GF’s parents are extremely kind to me, and it feels like something I don’t deserve. As some background, I’ve been steeped in language from my single mom on how men are all trash, and hear that everywhere from too many single Moms. It’s rarely even questioned. Whenever I feel attracted to my GF, it feels like it’s proving that language right. It feels like I’m one of those men in those infinite comments about the uselessness of masculinity. I recognize how this may sound, but as a man with low self-esteem, this has been a nearly-impossible to shake feeling.

My GF’s family treats me as a man whose actions are appreciated, and I feel awful accepting any of their praise. They seem to recognize me as an individual, and not as a beast incapable of a non-sexual thought. I find myself dreading the feeling of inadequacy that harries me after we see them. They treat me too good and I hate myself after even a couple of hours of interaction.

I want to accept myself as a man, but over 16 years of medication and treatment from a psychiatrist, I still cannot accept that maybe I’m not dangerous. I have no record of violence since the 8th grade, but I still worry of the day I prove everyone right.

I can’t shake the feeling that I don’t deserve my GF’s family’s praise, and that I deserve nothing. Metaphors comparing individuals like me to different base animals come quickly to mind. I receive love and am far too concerned about when my being a man will disappoint them to enjoy it. It feels like I’m a fraud, because eventually I will be like every. Single. Other. Man. How could I possibly pay back their generosity when feel that I shouldn’t have accepted it in the first place?

Sorry if this text-block is a jumbled mess, it’s 3 am here and I can’t sleep"

https://www.reddit.com/r/depression/s/F5c91yMqCC

The future sucks. Why can’t car firmware reverse back to previous versions in case of failure?

"Unfortunately, a recent software update was not successful. Your vehicle cannot be driven. Please call customer support:"
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@wgiwf @BroDrillard unless your slave master was a jew, in most cultures he was required to give you shelter, food, and rest.

to be a slave owner was a rich man's game.

well, the rich men in a jew-ran world don't bother with explicit slavery anymore because now you can be rendered homeless without them giving a shit because the labor pool to them is infinite because of their exploitation of globalism.

if you're dying in the ancient world as a slave it's probably because there's a famine. if you're dying today it's because you're homeless and can't afford healthcare for whatever maladies modernity has afflicted upon you atop of whatever else the environment and your genetics would have given you in antiquity.

oh yeah, remember how modern sanitation practices in cities and towns enabled cleaner living? yeah that's going away too, since they don't care that Whites are shrinking in population size and have their own little ultra castle with tweaked merc guards.

You can not use economics to convince more than 50% of males to take away the ability of women to vote to create the welfare tax system

You might be able to use are you tired of false rape accusations, paying child support for a child you do not have custody of and paying divorce alimony to convince enough males to take away women's rights to vote to use violence to impose these things

Even men who are too lazy to learn economic math or who like getting welfare do not like those things

My parents are watching pro-tranny child propaganda in the other room. I don't even think they realize what's wrong.

To every introvert whose social tank is now on E,

To every anxious family visitor whose anxieties have now been validated,

To everyone who dreads this time of year,

I see you. You are not alone. We can get through it.

THE TRUTH ABOUT THE ROTHSCHILD COUP OF THE IVY LEAGUE UNIVERSITIES

The Red Elephants - Vincent James

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JEW FICTION THAT TRUMP WILL INVESTIGATE JEW NEOCONS

Unsafe Space

Harry Vox

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