The want/need to do something, when there is nothing, you can do...
it's hard to accept the fact that there is nothing you can do sometimes.
you just have to see the house of card be destroyed, all your sacrifice, sleepless night, your struggles for nothing. meanwhile forces out of your control keep raising the goal post.
i do have a belief system actually, but some would call it fucked up:
might makes right (doesnt mean i support it, but it makes sense to me)
dont force others to do what they don't wanna do (has exceptions, its impossible to apply this completely)
honesty is of utmost importance
no one can be trusted completely
guns r cool
cars are cool
you can only realistically care about a small group of people you personally know, or at least, look up to
doing whatever you want to do is right
aside from some exceptions, you don't owe anyone anything
Found a video that brought me some clarity. Living according to how reality is, and not how you want it to be takes a great deal of energy.
How To Throw Your Life Away https://youtube.com/watch?v=iypzgDJtJ1s&si=vO3bBxd_TsehMk5R
Hot to deal with medusa
Personal progress > Perceived perfection
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