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The want/need to do something, when there is nothing, you can do...
it's hard to accept the fact that there is nothing you can do sometimes.

you just have to see the house of card be destroyed, all your sacrifice, sleepless night, your struggles for nothing. meanwhile forces out of your control keep raising the goal post.

i do have a belief system actually, but some would call it fucked up:

might makes right (doesnt mean i support it, but it makes sense to me)
dont force others to do what they don't wanna do (has exceptions, its impossible to apply this completely)
honesty is of utmost importance
no one can be trusted completely
guns r cool
cars are cool
you can only realistically care about a small group of people you personally know, or at least, look up to
doing whatever you want to do is right
aside from some exceptions, you don't owe anyone anything

if someone tries to insult me, but the thing they said is actually true, it's not an insult, and if I get upset at it, it's my fault, not theirs.

Found a video that brought me some clarity. Living according to how reality is, and not how you want it to be takes a great deal of energy.

youtu.be/9W6wvHSMmzY?si=InvECc

i'm trying to maintain a positive outlook, idk for how long I will hold out, but I notice it's very easy for me to develop negative thoughts even when I'm happy or doing well.

THIS IS NOT A DRILL

THEY ACTUALLY TRIED TO ASSASSINATE TRUMP

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Merovingian Club

A club for red-pilled exiles.